Unbearable Pain: My Fight With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden sensation sprang behind my one eye. Then came quick stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with severe pain around one eye that persists up to three hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with sudden, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records propose bizarre remedies for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by international headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a